wild day.
i have no words for what went down.
this is why i choose not to do relationships. its not the right time or place for one in my life right now.
they will bring you down, and you might not be able to get up.
they are beautiful in their own right. but then what?
what do you do when its done?
easier said then done.
i want everybody to be happy, but its not realistic.
im grown now and i know when to shut my mouth and to let things ride out, but i truly wanted the ride to last longer when everything is set for us.
so when you hopped off that bus you would be okay and you could move on freely, but not now.
i feel nothing but guilt. i want you to be happy. really happy.
ill do everything in my power so that everything is okay and were set for good.
count on it.
